Doctor’s First Impressions

Vandana was pleasantly surprised to see a younger man. Mr. Kumar must be in his late-thirties, she suspected. Dressed very casually in jeans and a polo shirt, he didn’t look like a man from a small village. If he was in the city, he would have been every bit a city-bred metropolitan man. Despite his spectacles which gave him a nerdy look, she found him handsome. Ensuring his kids were safe and close to him, he exuded certain warmth that she immediately felt she could trust him.

However, she still thought he could not have been the person she spoke on the phone a few weeks ago. Maybe he is the son of the man she actually spoke to. The older man sounded so father-like; genuine in his concern for the poor people of his community and quite informal while Mr. Kumar here seems to expect formalities. An annoyed look passed on his face when she mentioned that she was expecting an older man. She thought, maybe he got offended over her remark. She should apologize soon if she runs into this man every day making their encounters awkward. Besides, she agreed to stay in his bungalow for a few days until her living quarters are arranged near the hospital.

His children seemed to be well-behaved. She couldn’t even ask their names. They seemed to be in a hurry to go to school. The boy seemed to like her instantaneously with his big dark eyes that smiled when he smiled. There was some naughtiness hidden behind those eyes. Boys of that age usually tend to be a bit mischievous. However, the girl looked at her suspiciously. She must be a teenager – a young lady growing into a woman. She fondly remembered her younger days when she was about this girl’s age. Life was so different then. She wondered if all girls go through that awkward phase. She hoped to befriend them soon. Maybe their mother is amicable and she could have a female friend at last.

Mr. Kumar had a pleasant voice on the phone. Vandana felt she made an instant connection with the man when he shared his passion for the hospital and the people in his community. With several years treating trauma patients, Vandana grew tired of working with wounded soldiers. She wanted to work in a regular, rural hospital where there is a chance for her to improvise on the job. All the high-tech is good but sometimes basic, old-school methods seem to be the right answer in curing so many ailments. At the peak of her career, she quit the Army, despite climbing in rank from Medical Officer to Assistant Director of Medical Services. She moved around several cities working in large corporate hospitals to save up some funds. She wanted to open her own clinic but with the lack of sufficient funds, she tucked away that dream for post-retirement.

With the help of a good friend and colleague, she found this opening shortly after she quit the last corporate hospital. Besides, this place would give her the much-needed respite and anonymity that she wanted more than anything else. She hoped to be here as long as possible. Besides, her friend Pradham Singh will always have her back. She wondered what would have happened to her if not for Pradham. Both he and his wife, Sheetal had been wonderful friends these past three years.

Vandana noticed that Mr. Kumar was placing her suitcase and the duffel bag in the back of the jeep. He helped his boy climb into the back seat while his daughter declined his help. He came around, opened the door for Vandana to sit next to him and took the other duffel bag from her. He closed the door after making sure she was seated comfortably.

‘What a gentleman!’ Vandana thought, smiling to herself. She turned around to face the kids who were looking at her.

Vandana noticed Mr. Kumar tossing her second bag as well in the back before shutting that door. He walked to the driver side of the jeep and jumped in.

“Everyone buckled up?” he asked, raising his eyebrows at her.

Vandana quickly obeyed. Looking through the rear-view mirror, he carefully backed out of the parking spot.

“Dr. Mittur, the school is not that far. After dropping off the kids, we will be on our way. If you need to buy any things, there is a store that I can drop you off and pick you up in thirty minutes. It is on the way to school,” offered Prashanth.

“Thank you for the offer, Mr. Kumar. I’m sure I don’t need anything for now. I have enough supplies till I get rest of my things next week. By the way, how far is this town of yours,” she asked, pulling out her braid from underneath the seat belt.

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Yearning For His Courts

Psalm 84: 1-2, 4, 10

How lovely are Your dwelling places, O Lord of hosts!

My soul longed and even yearned for the courts of the Lord; my heart and my flesh sing for joy to the living God.

How blessed are those who dwell in Your house! They are ever praising You.

For a day in Your courts is better than a thousand outside. I would rather stand at the threshold of the house of my God than dwell in the tents of wickedness.

When my family first started attending our church, I was pleasantly surprised to hear the congregants’ response to “How are you?” Most of them would reply, “I am blessed.” Usually, we hear, “I am doing well or all good or fine.” Not that there is anything wrong with those answers but ‘I am blessed’ definitely took us by surprise. After a few weeks, as we were getting to know our fellow believers, I was amazed to hear how some of them are eager to enter God’s presence. They talked about Heaven as though going from one town to another. Many of them were enthusiastically waiting for the Lord’s call.

The Psalmist of Psalm 84 sounded just like my fellow believers. He longed and yearned to be in the courts of the Lord. Even a single day in the Heavenly courts was much better than a thousand elsewhere. He’d rather be standing at the threshold of God’s house than anywhere else. He wasn’t worried about the cares of this world. The reason he longed to be there was to praise Him forever. He probably envied those who were already in the Lord’s presence when he exclaimed, “How blessed are those who dwell in Your house! They are ever praising You.”

Not only his soul but his heart and his flesh longed to be in His presence and sing for joy. One day soon, when we receive our glorified bodies, we will be in His presence forever praising Him. Many of us are concerned about the things of the world. To some extent they are important but they shouldn’t be consuming our lives. The political situation in our country, the terror that is exploding in unexpected places, the mental and spiritual state of humanity, epidemics, world’s hunger and poverty, the economic condition of individual as well as state, etc., are all very important concerns. We should be involved in all these matters, and be aware of what is going on around the world. However, these matters should neither overwhelm us nor consume us.

We all live in a fallen world. As believers, it is our responsibility, first and foremost, to spread the Gospel of Jesus Christ to the world around us as He is the only hope for mankind. The entire world is falling apart and we are not equipped to fix it. We can do our part to make it a tad bit better. Nevertheless, our business must be about restoring lost souls to the Kingdom of Heaven. When our hearts long for His presence, we so desire that others around us also shouldn’t miss out on Heaven. When people see the joy of the expectation of Heaven on our faces, they also will long to have such a desire. It is a good contagion, if you ask me. That is how I too got the contagion from my fellow believers. Now my soul longs to be in His presence as well.

Recently, my aunt went home to be with the Lord after a long battle with illness. She was a strong woman in the Lord. Despite her illness, she continued to pray for scores of people that they would come to the saving grace and knowledge of God. The doctors had given up on her and sent her home. As she teetered between heaven and her bedroom, the family that gathered around her could see her smile, hear her hum and in between pray. When she was strong enough to muster some words, she assured her daughters that she is asking God to strengthen them and that she prayed for future generations as well. Her only request was that they should continue to grow in faith and do their part for the Kingdom of Heaven. Her life and testimony had been to show case Jesus through her life and music. However, her soul yearned for Heaven. Now she is in His presence singing His praises evermore.

Dear Saints of God, no matter how deep the valleys or how high the mountains are in this world or how chaotic the world around us is, when our eyes are fixed on Jesus, who awaits us in Heaven, then we too will sing like the Psalmist, “As the deer pants for the water brooks, so my soul pants for you, Lord. My soul thirsts for God, for the living God; when shall I come and appear before God?” Psalm 42: 1-2

Let us make this our prayer:

Psalm 27: 4

One thing I have asked from the Lord, that I shall seek: that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord and to meditate in His temple.

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