Consider your ways

Haggai 1: 5-7

5. Now therefore, thus says the Lord of Hosts, “Consider your ways!”

6. “You have sown much, but harvest little; you eat, but there is not enough to be satisfied; you drink, but there is not enough to become drunk; you put on clothing, but no one is warm enough; and he who earns, earns wages to put into a purse with holes.”

7. Thus says the Lord of Hosts, “Consider your ways!”

Several months ago, I had an epiphany that if I desire to be a useful instrument in God’s hands, I should be a healthy individual, first and foremost. Therefore, I embarked on a health journey trying to eat foods in a Biblical way. For several years before this epiphany, I have been making significant changes to my diet and exercise regimen but I wasn’t seeing the results. As I learn about Biblical foods, I kept introducing foods that are healthy and tried to get rid of foods that are unhealthy and processed.

There were moments when even a little difference excited me and gave me encouragement to continue on this health journey. However, there were some old habits that were just hard to give up. For example, I just couldn’t give up coffee. Even though, I wasn’t a heavy coffee consumer, I acutely and woefully craved that one cup of coffee in the morning with a handful of pumpkin, raisins and sunflower seeds. I gave up sugar in my coffee several years ago. I even made a dramatic switch from instant coffee to freshly brewed coffee. Where I used to drink 1 large cup of milk with instant coffee stirred in, I changed it up to freshly brewed coffee with just 1/4th cup of milk.

The verses above gnawed at my spirit. Yes, I am making the changes but I am still not giving up some old habits. Some remnants of the old habits sneak their way back in. The Holy Spirit is asking me to consider my ways. Contextually, Haggai the prophet is asking the exiles who returned to Judea to consider their ways. Here, the Israelites just returned from Babylon, and they built their houses first but ignored the House of God which lay in ruins. They were eager to get into the routine of their lives while ignoring the things of God. They were doing all the right things but not in the right order. They were supposed to rebuild the House of God first and instead were focusing on rebuilding their houses.

All their hard work was misplaced. No wonder they were not seeing the benefits of their labor. In life, we make drastic changes learning from our past mistakes. Nevertheless, in moments of weakness, we tend to reboot our old habits and justify that we are improvising. Our old self constantly reminds us how good it was in the past. As the adage says, ‘Old habits die hard’, we fight hard to give up our old habits. Our new self is in a constant battle with our old self. Who wins depends on our perseverance. We must be in a constant consideration of our ways. With God’s help and our perspective in the right place, we can make progress and be overcomers. Only when we have turned completely away from our old self towards what God intended for us, then we can see the blessings of God pouring down on us.

Whether we are starting our journey or somewhere in the middle or at the end of our journey on this earth, placing God and His Kingdom first puts everything else in its proper place. We don’t need to find excuses to make changes but consider that today is the day of our new self. Old has died and the new has risen. Every day is a blessing from above for us to make those changes. As we make changes to our physical, mental, emotional and spiritual journeys, we will see God blessing our efforts. We will become useful instruments in His hands.

Philippians 4: 6-8

Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God.

And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

Finally, brethren, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is of good repute, if there is any excellence and if anything worthy of praise, dwell on these things. It is always good to consider God’s ways!

When God is My God

Genesis 27: 20

Isaac said to his son, “How is it that you have it so quickly, my son?” And he said, “Because the Lord Your God caused it to happen to me.”

Jacob, when he was about to deceive his father Isaac, lied about his identity. Isaac, in his old age, relied on his touch and smell than his hearing. Jacob was familiar with the God of his father Isaac and grandfather Abraham. At this juncture, he was yet to acknowledge God. He must have heard stories about the faith of his grandfather Abraham and all the wonderful things God had done in his life. He also must have been familiar with his own father Isaac’s relationship with God. Isaac was a living testament of God’s faithfulness in keeping His promises to both Esau and Jacob. Yet, both of them failed to acknowledge God.

When Isaac sat up to eat the game that Esau was supposed to cook and bring, Jacob, disguised himself in his brother’s clothing and offered the meal to his father. Suspiciously, Isaac questioned Jacob how he was able to find the game so quickly. In order to not expose himself he boldly told Isaac that Isaac’s God gave him success. Not Jacob’s God but Isaac’s God. This statement clearly indicates that Jacob was familiar with God Almighty and His ways. Yet, Jacob didn’t believe in Him.

Genesis 28: 20-22

Then Jacob made a vow, saying, “If God will be with me and will keep me on this journey that I take, and will give me food to eat and garments to wear, and I return to my father’s house in safety, then the Lord will be my God. This stone, which I have set up as a pillar, will be God’s house, and of all that You give me I will surely give a tenth to You.

Jacob is on the run after deceiving his father Isaac and robbing Esau of his rightful blessing. Esau had vengeance on his mind. Rebekah urged Jacob to flee to Paddan-Aram to her brother’s house until situation calmed down. Jacob, while fleeing from Esau’s anger, he rested at a place called Luz, where he took a stone for a pillow. He sees the stairway to heaven, with angels ascending and descending. The Lord introduced Himself that He is the Lord of his grandfather Abraham and his father Isaac. He promised him that He will watch over him where he goes and will bring him back to his father’s house. The Lord stood above and declared to him that the place where he was sleeping will be his. Just witnessing the dream, Jacob was in awe. He remembered how his father Isaac built altars whenever God spoke to him.

It is interesting to know that God doesn’t ask Jacob to obey Him. He just pronounced the promise that He will bless Him, unconditionally. What favor rested on Jacob! Jacob, on the other hand, instead of claiming that promise and believing in God, places a condition before God. His obedience or acknowledgment of God was conditional. If God blesses him, then he will believe and follow him.

Many of us are like Jacob. Despite God’s promises, His faithfulness, His provision, His blessings, His protection, we still place conditions before Him. If God solves my problem, then I will believe. If God takes me out of my trial, then I will follow him. We have witnessed numerous times how God always remained faithful but we fail to recognize His faithfulness. On the contrary, we place conditions before him.

Despite, Jacob’s arrogance, God was with him. He waited patiently, until Jacob realized that God was truly on his side. A deceiver, when deceived by his father-in-law Laban, understood the pain of being wronged. A once ruthless negotiator, when negotiating with Laban, was cheated out of fair wages. He must have realized the unfair way he negotiated his birthright with Esau for a bowl of stew. He now found himself running again away from Laban. He also realized that if he returned to his father’s house, Esau would kill him.

Jacob was at the crossroads of his life. If he turned to Paddan-Aram, Laban will not spare him and take away all his possessions, including his wives and children. If he forged ahead and returned to Canaan, Esau would kill him and his family and seize all his possessions. While he was agonizing, he wrestled with God. At this juncture, he didn’t let go of God. The God of Abraham and Isaac, now became the God of Jacob.

God changed Laban’s heart after God warned him not to harm Jacob. After God’s intervention with the situation with Laban, Jacob realized that he was at the mercy of Esau. However, God changed Esau’s heart as well. Two long lost brothers now embraced despite the animosity and past hurt. Jacob realized that when God became His God, situations turned favorable to him. When He realized that the God of his fathers was on his side, He worshipped Him.

Genesis 33: 29-30

Then Jacob asked him and said, “Please tell me your name.” But he said, “Why is it that you ask my name?” And he blessed him there. So Jacob named that place Peniel, for he said, “I have seen God face to face, yet my life has been preserved.”

Dear Saint of God, we may not wrestle with God and see Him face to face like Jacob. Are we conditionally acknowledging God? Or are we loving, Him, obeying Him unconditionally, just for who He is? Are we worshipping Him for who is or for what He can do for us? Let us lay aside our conditions and let us love Him and follow Him because He is our God. Let us make God our God because there is none like Him.